=84= Words of Melancholy: Maybe

Maybe I am not made to please people
Maybe I am not made to fight
Maybe I am not authentic
Maybe I need help
Maybe I am being punished

Maybe my pillar wasn’t there to begin with
Maybe I never needed a pillar
Maybe I am in the wrong
Maybe I am not spirit led at all

Maybe I am not worshiping
Maybe I am not leading well
Maybe I am not a good leader to begin with

Maybe the heart that I thought I have lost was never mine
Maybe my heart was never pure
Maybe my hard work has nothing to do with the right motivation
Maybe I am living but I am dying

Maybe I am made for more
Maybe I was made for nothing much
Maybe I am pursuing something that I should not

Let me stop.

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