Gosh, I have no idea how I can be SOO tired.
My heart is in pain from suppressing all my feelings.
Not in any state to do anything, but you know, heart over mind, I need to mind over heart.
It honestly sucks that I am so tired.
Wanted to go for lunch but cannot because I am so freaking tired.
And honestly I don’t really like Astons, expensive for not much! Of course, it is better than some places, but still, nah.
Sorry! HAHA! I am earning an intern’s pay.
Just how do secondary school students afford this kinda food every single week?
I guess I am feeling a bit inferior and useless once again. I mean like I can still go for service but I haven’t been teaching much. I cannot control the crowd well enough. Cannot play and serve. Even in SE-ing, couldn’t exactly perform well as well. -sigh-
I do need to stop being so negative and self pitying myself.
Look to God you idiot. Look to God and find your worth in Him.
I am tired, please give me rest Lord!