I have this longing to be really tight with a group of people exclusively like family for a very long time.
I really want to you know be able to be share vulnerably with them and really love and feel loved.
As quite a turbulent melancholic, I would just lament everyday. Today was a day that I really feel like I belong to a family.
Today there were a lot of problems with the stage sound for J333. I shall not mention why, but yeah, I was REALLY pissed. Everything was so irritating.
It was so bad I really needed to take a break. I didn’t want to attend J333 at all. I went to bethel to hear the orchestra. WAH SOOO good Sia. Even with a simple analog board and simple microphones he was able to make everything sound amazing.
Then there was a problem. I still couldn’t figure out what was the problem, but yeah, I was just… Argh.
Then beyond that, I put in effort to teach afterwards but -sigh- never mind.
I rather let Javier or Faith do. -.-
I talked to Rowell about this and he was so kind to let me knock off early to eat with my friends. I really give thanks for good supervisors.
I told him about my previous company. I told him all about how I was mistreated and I contrasted it to how well they are treating me. Oh my goodness. It was really heaven and hell kinda of difference.
Thank you God for a group of friends that would hear me rant about work. Goodness.
Thank God for an opportunity to encourage a fellow extra year.