Well, perhaps, at this point of time, no matter what I give, will be the wrong thing.
Perhaps at the core of everything lies the promise I made with God. This evil coveting is not good Kelvin.
Look to God.
Look to God always.
You think you know everything, but you clearly don’t Kelvin.
Kelvin, you are loved. You had someone die for you. Kelvin, you are a whole person. You have been made new.
You stop thinking so much.
Stop it right now Kelvin.
Kelvin Tan Wei Wen, you are God’s child, not His enemy. Stop acting as if God is against you. Stop.
Worship God with all your heart, soul, mind and strength.
Love, Kelvin, Love.