You know, in my time here, free time became a luxury. The people you try to contact are the people you love.
So for those precious few that I asked whether they wanted a call or not, you guys are loved. If not, you are still loved, just not that much. AHAHAHAHA! Of course missed a few people, just because I didn’t scroll far enough. So you are still loved as much. HAHA. Will ask for a call soon. HEHE!
The reason I asked for calls over texts was that, I found texting wasting too much time. It really does. I have less than an hour everyday. If I were to text everyone of them, it would take too long. It was rather interesting too! HAHA! Some people were rather awkward with calls. HAHA! However, I am just glad to hear a farmiliar voice in such a time. 🙂
Today, I had an hour of free time. Funny thing was that I started chatting with Mindez and started trying to do some troubleshooting for my juniors over text. HAHA! Man, do I miss audio. 😦
I guess where a man with little time invests his time is where their heart is.
May I be after your own heart Lord.
Mistakes are mistakes. I need to stop beating myself over the mistakes I have done. It did have its heavy implications, but I have already done my best. Not going to give up trying to fix it, but just getting tired and discouraged. How much must I pour out before I get something back? Are such mistakes never redeemable? -sigh-
Found someone crazy about God here. Not even in my platoon, but glad to have him here to ground me. May I catch his fire.
Been thinking a lot about something. Seems like a Long way to go, but hey why not?
The place I am in feels like NA all over again; I am not good at anything here. However, this time, my bunk mates are very encouraging. Was very shiong, but rather enjoyable. The FOMO feels are strong for everywhere. Sian that I miss BBQ… 😦 Birthday celebrations, etc etc. -sigh-
Oh well, God you take my hand and lead me.
Thank you Father.