When people have freedom and their own time to spend, they waste it, they do all kinds of things.
When people don’t have freedom and their own time to spend, they treasure every single second.
That is the thing I always forget, this time is not my own.
It hurts when you are no longer a priority.
God teach me how to be secure.
The slow slipping away is scary, but Lord, in you I trust.
May it be one year this time! 🙂
Here someone reminded me of how a bad character reinforced with a bad mouth just results in a horrible result.
I see two very similar people. But one is just slightly more polite, immediately the person is more well liked.
I am also guilty of being rude to the person. This was because he seemed to think that we are that close to each other. Well to be honest, we are not. Not to people, never play physical games with someone that isn’t that close. Slowly get comfortable with the person first. Be practical. Not following this results in you being a nuisance.
High EQ People know when to say things. Don’t make mean offensive comments if you don’t mean it, if you don’t dare to say it in front of them. Don’t say it. Don’t say stuff when you are busy. Mind your own. Learn to be secure. There is no need to be in every single convo.
Somehow or another PT reminds me of learning drums. When you learn drums, you do simple rudiments to get your arms and legs to connect to your brain. Then you apply it to a song. If a song is too fast or a fill is too fast. You slow it down; practice it at a slower pace. When you move up tempo, remember breathing. If a part is too complicated. You break the part into simpler parts and train.
In the same way, even though I cannot do pull-ups, Puah-ups or even sit-ups(used to be my pride) properly now. I training in a way that is very similar.
I am now trying to connect other muscles apart from my biceps so that I can do a pull up because of that, I have been trying to connect my chest and back muscles.
They are still weak so I am doing simple exercises to train those muscles. When I cannot do, I get help and assistance. Try my best and hopefully, soon enough I will be able to do stuff properly.
It was very painful to see the time tick by… really painful. Things you want to do, but can’t.
I am actually feeling healthy in spite of the burning muscles. Enjoying my two nostrils breathing.
Need to keep sharp. How I would love to play drums and do sound. Been a while since I heard good subs miss or highs…. -sigh- feel like I would stop being good in sound in this two years… -sigh-
Not to mention bad and I mean BAD AV training, I just cringe every time. -sigh-
Oh well. 🙂